Journal Page that I’ve Destroyed/Time Capsule to 2011
I turned my phone off. I’m in need of a break. I check it every five minutes (thirty seconds) and I need to not have to hear how much he wants to do things and hates me.
I just turned it back on. Fuck You lack of will power. What if he is ------- Lily?
I feel awful. I am mentally exhausted I don’t want to do anything. I want to be in my happy ignorant bubble that was popped on the bus yesterday. He wants to leave me,